I wanted to go to sleep at night knowing that somewhere out there in the world, was a guy who loved me and who thought of me. But when you told me that you were seeing another girl, I felt so sad. You had stopped loving me and have moved on. I guess I was not prepared how much it would hurt. It hurt. It really hurt. The sudden realization that my circumstances have made me unlovable. It’s like my chest is being sawed open. My heart ripped from my body. Am I not enough? I want to love you with my everything. It’s like you know me, you’ve seen my soul and decided it wasn’t worth it. Tears can’t drown away the pain. And you can’t pretend you’ll hurt the same. Your name….. already etched in my heart……. I can feel myself becoming cold and dark.